tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-176276662011-04-22T12:09:20.735+08:00Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comBlogger381100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1158422707715601602006-09-16T23:54:00.000+08:002006-09-17T00:08:22.563+08:00<a href="http://nanael.silenteve.net">www.nanael.silenteve.net</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-115842270771560160?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1151230125913584902006-06-25T17:27:00.000+08:002006-07-01T14:02:57.783+08:00due minggu tak jumper internet.<br /><br />last week bawak students pegi cameron highland. pegie camping and hiking. sangat la sejuk udara kat sane sampaikan tido dlm khemah bertindih-tindih. mandi jgn harapla, sekadar gosok gigi dan basuh muke dan wuduk jer yg termampu. nak lebih2 tak larat la nak tahan sejuknyer tuh. nie la first time pegi camping as a teacher. kena jage students. baru tahu camner susahnyer nak kawal students kirenyer..dulu2 time aku g camping...banyak gak nyusahkan cekgu2 yang follow time tuh...skang nie turn aku la plak rase melayan karenah budak2 tuh...karma2...the highlight of the camping trip was hiking gunung berembun. gunung berembun tuh kirenyer gunung terendah la kat cameron tuh tp perjalanannyer..memang menduga fizikal dan mental. bak kate sorang guide tuh, 80% mental 20% fizikal. tapi aku rase even mental ko kuat camner pon, kalo dh kaki cramp due tige kali, tak larat gak nak panjat tuh. tapi aku bangga la ngan diri aku sbb even aku byk kali stop pon, sampai gak aku kt puncak gunung tuh...mmg berbaloi la permandangan dr atas tuh...subhanallah...cantik tak hingatnyer la...ilang rase penat lelah...perjalanan turun tuh mmg laju jer...:)<br /><br />dah sebulan lebih aku praktikal kat skolah tuh. byk la gak bende2 yg aku tak leh luper...<br /><br />this week lecturer aku dtg observe..nasib baik lecturer tu mmg baik..tak banyak hal...die ckp aku ok ..soh aku maintain jek..teaching and learning dlm klas tuh dh bagus dah...<br />aku ske....<br /><br />mlm arituh g main futsal ngan budak skool lame...<br />ader bebudak yg aku tk jumpe since abis skolah...sumer dh lain..masing-masing dh ader life derang. aku gak yg baru nak terkial-kial start keje...hehhehe..tape..plahan-plahan kayuh...<br /><br />eh..luper lak...aku dh dpt anak sedara ...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">adi ahmad danish</span> namenyer...sklai dengar cam biskut danish plak..gamaknyer kakak aku minat kat nora danish kot...ntahla...<br />aku slalu dok silap panggil dinesh...heheheheheh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-115123012591358490?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1149507848184987952006-06-05T19:41:00.000+08:002006-06-05T19:44:08.206+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> <pre style="font-family: arial; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 12px; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">My shattered dreams and broken heart</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Are mending on the shelf</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I saw you holding hands</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Standing close to someone else</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Now I sit all alone</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Wishing all my feeling was gone</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I gave my best to you</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Nothing for me to do</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">But have one last cry</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">One last cry</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Before I leave it all behind</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I've gotta put you out of my mind this time</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Stop living a lie</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I guess I'm down to my last cry</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I was here, you were there</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Guess we never could agree</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">While the sun shines on you</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I need some love to rain on me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Still I sit all alone</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Wishing all my feeling was gone</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Gotta get over you</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Nothing for me to do</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">But have one last cry</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">One last cry</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Before I leave it all behind</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I've gotta put you out of my mind this time</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Stop living a lie</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I know I gotta be strong</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Cause round me life goes on and on and on and on</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I'm gonna dry my eyes</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Right after I end my one last cry</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">One last cry</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Before I leave it all behind</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I've gotta put you out of my mind for the very last time</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Been living a lie</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">I guess I'm down </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">to my last cry</span><br /><br /></pre> <div style="text-align: left;">i'm down to my last tears.....<br /></div> <pre style="font-family: arial; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 12px; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"><br /></pre> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-114950784818498795?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1149425864749322052006-06-04T20:54:00.000+08:002006-06-04T20:58:40.426+08:00dah seminggu dh cutie skolah...<br /><br />lesson plan satu aper pon tak start lagie...<br /><br />chemistry satu aper pon tk revise lagie...<br /><br />ape nak ajar bukak skola nanti pon tak tau...<br /><br />buat mase nie...terasa sangat2 malas nak wat aper pon...gie keje...gie nilai...lepak dpn tv...tu je la rutin harian...<br /><br />nak kuar tersangat-sangatlah sengkek...<br /><br />ntah biler la nak kaya....:(<br /><br />p/s:- miss <span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">die</span> sgt2...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-114942586474932205?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1148905657049959262006-05-29T20:24:00.000+08:002006-05-29T20:27:37.060+08:00aku dh start cutie...<br />skolah cutie 2 minggu...<br />tapi aku keje gak kat san fran...<br />crk pocket money..almaklum..praktikal nie tade gaji...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-114890565704995926?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1148131161865099762006-05-20T20:06:00.000+08:002006-05-20T21:28:32.780+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">day 1 (15 may 2006)<br /></span>the start of a new week. pegi skolah cam biase, dgn hatie yg sgt2 overexcited nak ngajar...kali this week sumer class di ambil balik oleh cekgu asal dan kitorang hanya akan me'relief' class for the exam weeks...buhsan la..penat buat lesson plan beriya2...besok teacher's day...<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">day 2 (16 may 2006)</span><br />hari nie teacher's day... excited la sbb baru seminggu jadik cekgu praktikal dh bleh sambut teacher's day. dlm hatie ade harapan nak dpt hadiah tapi mayb tak dpt la kot sbb baru sgt...students buat perfomance yg agak hambar maybe due to the fact yg skolah tuh agak2 alim la gak so performance yg ada hanyelah nasyid ngan dikir barat n tu pon budak laki2 yg perform...tk la grand sgt sambutan dier...tapi yg best yer..dpt hadiah...dr bdn pengawas ngan pandu puteri....okla tuh...<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">day 3 (17 may 2006)</span><br />arinie tak best sgt...pagie2 tgk byk giler kene relief class. ader 7 class kene relief...dh la sumer jage pekse..tak minat sungguh...yg membuatkan hari ni lagi tak best adlh terdgr gossip2 tk best...kononnyer budak form 4 yg aku ajar tuh tak ske cara aku ngajar..derang kater aku ntah paper ntah...rase cam terhenti jap jantung biler dpt tahu...tapi unfair la derang nak judge..aku br skali masuk klas..n that time mmg ntah paper ntah aku ajar...tapi bile pk2 balik....ske atie derang la nak ckp aper...<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">day 4 (18 may 2006)</span><br />arinie malas sgt nak g keje..maybe sbb kes smlm kot...rase cam berat atie jer nak masuk class tuh..tp nasib baik tk kene jage kelas form 4...tapi panas sampai tgharie jek...later the day, aku dpt tahu ninie g sound bebudak yg ckp aku ntah paper tuh...mayb she did it to defend me somehow..but i think it does make things worse..sbb everytime pass by derang yer class..rase cam kene jeling2...terasa cam kene tikam2 je kat blakang...if looks can kill..sure dh mati...<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">day 5 (19 may 2006)</span><br />excitednyer arini g keje..bukan sbb ape...sbb besok dh cutie...tak sabar nak bgn lewat n stay in bed sampai tgharie...tapi besok kitorang serumah plan nak g pantai morib..nak berkelah2 la kononyer....pasal kes bdk2 form 4 tuh...aku buat keputusan utk ignore jek..buat cam biasa...bak kata pepatah " sticks n stones will break my bones, but words will not hurt me"...<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">20 may 2006</span><br />arinie kitorang serumah g pantai morib...g berkelah..walaupun tak dpat nak bermandi mande...tapi puas atie la gak sbb dapat rase angin pantai. best la gak..ilang la gak tension2 yg dh built up over the week...best...<br />next week ader satu minggu lagi before cuti skolah 2 minggu..hehehehhehehe..........tu yg best jadik cekgu :)<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-114813116186509976?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1147535170503602942006-05-13T23:32:00.000+08:002006-05-13T23:46:11.336+08:00<strong>day one. </strong><br /><br />kul 7.15 pg aku dh sampai. awal tuh. nak bg first impression yg best sket. pegi opis antar surat daftar. masuk meeting room...ader taklimat...perkenalkan diri kat sumer cekgu2 kat situ....<br />sume tua2...g tour satu skola...pastuh lepak kat bilik guru seharian....kul 2 ptg br dpt schedule class...pastuh balik...<br /><br /><strong>day two</strong><br /><br />kul 7.20 pg sampai. pegi clock in kat opis...tgk kene relief class. kene masuk klas pagi nie. first time jumper bebudak yg akan aku ajar for the next 3 months...agak nervous la gk...<br />pas rehat tader class so menyangapkan diri kat bilik guru bersama cekgu2 praktikal yg lain...<br />tepat kul 2 ptg balik...<br /><br /><strong>day three</strong><br /><br />kul 7.20 pg sampai. kene relief klas form 5 lamda. kelas bebudak 'kurang baik'. pening kepala jap...pas rehat masuk klas form 4. ajar chemistry yg ntah paper tah...rase cm nak nangis jer biler budak tuh tanyer soklan yg aku tak leh jawab...seksenya nak ajar anak org nieh...<br /><br /><strong>day four</strong><br /><br />kul 7.30 pg br sampai. makin lame makin lambat lak...arinir tader klas tapi kene jage bebudak form 5 periksa...tu jer la keje seharian...kul 2 ptg balik..<br /><br />tu jer la keje aku minggu nie...boring la gak...tapi kene gak buat........<br />waaaa.........lame lagie ker.......................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-114753517050360294?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1146753948926040252006-05-04T22:36:00.000+08:002006-05-04T22:45:48.936+08:00next week nak start practical...<br />macam tak ready jer rase....<br />huhuhuhuh....<br /><br />tak percaye jek....<br /><br />nanti lame la gak tak ngadap pc...<br />almaklum pegi tempat ulu-ulu nie...<br />susah sket nak carik pc...<br /><br />..see ya....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-114675394892604025?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1144752934523967612006-04-11T18:51:00.000+08:002006-04-11T18:55:34.536+08:00dh start study week...<br /><br />next week my first paper is on 19th...<br /><br />this sem ader 3 paper jek..sebab praktikal...<br /><br />this is my last finals..the final finals....<br /><br />huhuhu...seram sejuk plak bile pikir...<br /><br />last semester's finals, aku dlm keadaan yg mengong...this time around, things has been better..not great but better...<br /><br />Wish me luck....:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-114475293452396761?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1143954172664487072006-04-02T12:56:00.000+08:002006-04-02T13:02:52.676+08:00waaaaaaaaaaa.......<br /><br />pejam celik pejam celik.....<br />dah 4 tahun dah aku kat UPM<br /><br />macam baru semalam jek aku daftar kat UPM<br /><br />waaaaa..........<br /><br />dah tua.....<br /><br />lagi seminggu jek aku blaja...<br />pastu 3 minggu final...<br />pastuh abis la aku....<br />dah tak jadik student lagik....<br /><br />kene pikir pasal keje lak...<br />kene pikir pasal kawen lak...<br /><br />waaaaa......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-114395417266448707?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1143125876406445252006-03-23T22:49:00.000+08:002006-03-23T22:57:56.423+08:00i hate him...<br /><br />i hate him so much i wish i could roll over him with my car...<br /><br />i hate his black and white fur...<br /><br />i hate his stupid ugly eyes prying inside my house...<br /><br />i hate his sly grin after killing my two precious kittens...<br /><br />i wish one day i will get my revenge...<br /><br />i hope he starve to death...<br /><br />i hope his owner would dissown him and throw him into the sea...or better, throw him in the middle of the highway...so he would be a roadkill<br /><br />i hope Tigger will be fine...<br /><br />i'm so sad...i cried so much for the kittens...<br /><br />i promise to take better care of the last kitten...<br /><br />i'm so sorry Tigger...i really do....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-114312587640644525?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1141635911928481712006-03-06T16:58:00.000+08:002006-03-06T17:05:11.950+08:00lame giler tak update.<br /><br />bukan malas ek...tapi busy sket due tige menjak nieh.<br /><br />sejak-sejak ade due keje nie, tak sempat nak mengarang...<br /><br />nway, my life so far has been great. walaupun agak penat sebab banyak keje, but at least it help me to take my mind off things.<br /><br />ape citer tige minggu nie???...<br /><br />ulang alik upm...<br />ulang alik nilai...<br />ulang alik san fran....<br /><br />tu jer...<br /><br />takder citer yang menarik mahupun yg menolak...<br /><br />just been busy....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-114163591192848171?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1139305533015379252006-02-07T17:34:00.000+08:002006-02-07T17:45:33.036+08:00abis dh cuti mid sem...<br /><br />seminggu jer...kedekut tul UPM nieh...<br />dh ler gabung ngan raye ciner....<br /><br />cuti nie aku g terengganu. buat rombongan gi rumah awen n mek. naik bas ekspress. setelah sekian lame tak naik bas ekspress disebabkan ke'phobia'an...terpakse gak aku naik...the journey okla...maybe pemandu die berhemah kot selepas kerajaan buat kempen ops sikap tuh...g umah awen dulu. kat kemaman. best kawasan umah die. tenang...aura kampung tuh still ader...tenang gak la aku kat sana. besoknyer tuh bergerak ke kuala terengganu lak ke rumah mek. rumah mek kat bandar so tak la tenang sgt but still ader suasana kampung. aku tgk same jer kat bandar k t'ganu n kl. sesak jer jln. jam sane sini. tapi satu la yg tade kat sane-tempat hiburan...wayang pon tade...tp yg paling best...kat k t'ganu, aku drive van bapak mek disebabkan nak berjalan2 ddn jumlah rombongan yg agak ramai. first time tuh...kire aku cipte rekod la...bebudak lain bershopping beli tudung...aku tgk jer...budget tade...yg best kitorang g makan sotong fresh tepi pantai. eventhough tak leh mandi due to ombak yg mengganas...dapat la gak kitorang main2 kat gigi air tuh. hilang la gian nak g pantai.<br /><br />semalam klas start balik. assignment menimbun nak kene submit. start balik la life...duh!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113930553301537925?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1137602189031885642006-01-19T00:29:00.000+08:002006-01-19T00:37:16.116+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><br /><br /><br /><br />i wish...</span><br /><br /><br />my heart would heal...<br /><br /><br />faster...<br /><br /><br />so that i wont be in pain...<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">i wish...</span><br /><br /><br />my heart would harden up..<br /><br /><br />so hard...<br /><br /><br />that i dont have to feel...<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">i wish...</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">i could just forget about you...</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">so that these tears will someday stop...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113760218903188564?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1137077735476213332006-01-12T22:42:00.000+08:002006-01-12T22:55:35.496+08:00hari nie best...<br /><br />pagie-pagie dapat sms dari Mek kater kelas dibatalkan...oleh kerana itu, aku pun sambung tido...<br /><br />pukul 10 pagie, aku bangun. jenguk kat tingkap..matahari mula nak menyinar. cantiknyer harie nie, aku ckp dlm hatie sambil tersenyum...<br /><br />dengan rajinnyer, aku g la buat laundry yg dah due hari bertimbun. layan la citer ntah paper ntah kat astro.<br /><br />dalam kul 3, bebudak dari tempat keje datang umah. ajak kuar. oleh kerana duit gaji arituh belum terusik...teringin lak aku nak g bershopping2. lamer dah rasenyer aku tak g bershopping2 untuk diri sendiri.<br /><br />kitorang pun bergerak ke MidValley. senang kat situh. sumer ader. setelah puas berpusing2 di situ menghabis kan duit dan tenaga...kitorang balik dgn boot keter yg penuh dan wallet yg kosong...puas hatie la shopping...sblum balik tuh, sempat gak singgah kat McD..try derang nyer sundae baru...Flavor Burst kot namernyer...ader apple, rasberry, butterpecan, orange ngan mocha. sumer sedap sbb kitorang beli sorang sejenis..mmg best la...<br /><br />in a nut shell...harie nie aku happy... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113707773547621333?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1136910287938438732006-01-11T00:14:00.000+08:002006-01-11T00:24:48.080+08:00first and foremost...<br />selamat hari raya aidiladha...:)<br /><br />i'm in my final semester now. my classes has started and i've got tons of assignment to be handed in by this friday. life as a student...i think i'm gonna miss it when it's over. all the hustle, the pressure, the neverending problem...<br /><br />i've been better this past few days. i'm a lot more relax. a bit more peaceful at heart. i'm almost happy. almost...<br /><br />my cat gave birth to 3 cute kittens. they are 3 weeks old now. so cute...however, yesterday, one of them died. maybe Allah S.W.T has better plan for it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113691028793843873?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1136191886982013322006-01-02T16:37:00.000+08:002006-01-03T22:28:46.780+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">happy</span> ker????<br /><br />anyway, abis gak tahun 2005. what did i learnt in 2005??? banyak gak la memories...bitter sweet...but mostly <span style="font-weight: bold;">bitter</span> la kot...<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >2005</span><br /><br />awal tahun, things were going great for me. life was great. i was happy with everything...<br /><br />in the middle of the year, things started to shaken up...<br /><br />to the end of the year...<br />i lost a lot...<br />but i also learnt a lot too. i learnt more about myself...<br />it has been <span style="font-weight: bold;">one bitter end</span> for me...but i know i'll survive...<br /><br /><br />so...what's my resolutions for <span style="font-weight: bold;">2006</span>???<br /><br />..i've no idea...<br /><br />but mainly..<span style="font-weight: bold;">to become a better me</span>...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113619188698201332?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1135822009405256992005-12-29T10:01:00.000+08:002005-12-29T10:06:49.426+08:00sajer jer kan aku nie...<br />dah agak-agak nak <span style="font-weight: bold;">okay</span> sket...<br />sajer jer g carik masalah...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">addicted</span> ker...<br />aku gak yg bengong karang...<br />tak puas lagie ke aku nak seksa diri sendiri...<br />yang sajer tambah masalah tu naper...<br />nie la yang dikatakan<span style="font-weight: bold;"> bodo </span>nie...<br />blajar tinggi tinggi...tapi still tak leh figure out..<br />dah tau bender tuh akan mem'<span style="font-weight: bold;">bengong</span>'kan aku balik...sajer jer carik dier kan...<br />nie la manusia....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113582200940525699?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1135280782117654192005-12-23T03:37:00.000+08:002005-12-23T03:46:22.146+08:00i'm back...<br />from JB. went to my friend's wedding. try to clear my head, but as soon as i reach home, everything is pretty much the same.<br /><br />i'm still messed up. maybe a little bit more messed up since i've got my last sem's result. Sucks!!!..that is all i can say rite now. there goes my hard work for 3 years...down the drain...all because of *$%#... oh well...shit happens...<br /><br />i'm tired of feeling like like this. i need to get over it. as soon as possible. i need to move on....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113528078211765419?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1133893945357941922005-12-07T02:21:00.000+08:002005-12-07T02:35:19.213+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">Lies...</span></span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">that is all u do now...</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">why do u have to lie?</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">does it make u feel better 'bout urself?</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">do u do it to spare my feelings?</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">what make u think that i bought all those lies?</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">do u think i'm stupid not to see rite through u?</span><br /> <br /> <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);">dont be a coward...stop lying...i hate it.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">p/s: hanyelah luahan rase hati. takder kene mengena dgn sesape yg hidup mahupun yg sudah mati. kalo terasa pedas tuh, g ar minum air ek...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113389394535794192?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1131984507315236972005-11-14T23:56:00.000+08:002005-11-15T00:09:46.173+08:00<p style="text-align: center;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">dikeheningan malam,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> termenungku berseorang</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> tak lena mata dipejam</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> terdengar suara terngiang</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> suara merdu yg di sayang</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> bagai kau didepan mata</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> ku capai tapi tak kena</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> sukarnya memendam rasa</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> ingin ku luahkan kata </span></p> <p style="text-align: center; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">bila rindu<br />terkenang mu sayang terasa sayu<br /> syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam<br /> jauh terbang diriku melayang<br /> aku rindu<br />sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu<br /> inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dalam pelangi<br /> melepasi segala hati ini</p> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">jauh angan ku lena</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">ku rasa kita bersama</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">kau bawaku ke sana</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> ke alam kisah yg lama</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">kenangan di dlm jiwa</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> bila tersedar semula</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">disisiku kau tiada</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"> sukarnya ku pendam rasa</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">ingin ku luahkan semua</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ruffedge -bila rindu<br /><br /></span></div> aku rasa rindu sangat kat <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">die</span>. Nape eh? Sedangkan time <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">die</span> ader kat depan mata, aku boleh pulak buat tak tahu. Betul la kate org<br /><br /><blockquote></blockquote> "<span style="font-style: italic;">absent makes the heart grew fonder</span>"<br /><br />aku harap die pon rindu gak kat aku. tak sure la but i wish la die rindu gak kat aku. Memetik komen <a href="http://speedfinger.blogspot.com/">Abg Eddie</a> kat entry lepas2 aku<br /><blockquote> "<span style="font-style: italic;">rindu itu hadir pada benda yang telah tiada. sayang itu muncul pada yang sudah tidak dimiliki. minat itu datang pada apa yang dimiliki oleh orang lain...</span>"</blockquote>Aku berdoa kat Tuhan agar tabahkan hati aku. Aku percaya aper yang terjadi nie ader hikmahnyer.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113198450731523697?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1131546788200741452005-11-09T22:30:00.000+08:002005-11-09T22:33:08.200+08:00it's finally here. my final papers start next week. i've got tons of studying to do. i've been lacking in my studies this few weeks due to unexpected circumstances. i'll start studying tomorrow. i really want to pass with flying colour this semester. aiming for that dean's list. wish me luck!!!<br /><br />missing u missing me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113154678820074145?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1131414682427689762005-11-08T09:30:00.000+08:002005-11-09T22:30:30.873+08:00what goes around comes around. i believe it. Honestly, i have not always been a good person. i've done some pretty bad thing in my life, which i deeply deeply regret and wish i could take it all back. i've hurt some people and i'm sorry for it.<br /><br />Now, its my turn to taste all of that hurt. now i realised how painfull it is to be hurt like i've done to some people. i'm so sorry for doing it. i regret it.<br /><br />please take this pain away...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113141468242768976?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1131294442144459372005-11-06T23:24:00.000+08:002005-11-07T00:29:36.440+08:00its my birthday today. thanks to the peeps who remember.<br />i thought i could be happy for one day. however, it turn out to be the worst day of my life...<br /><br />p/s: why do people lie?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113129444214445937?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1130290572523130852005-10-26T09:27:00.000+08:002005-10-26T09:37:25.423+08:00<span style="font-style: italic;"><br />let me count the ways...</span><br /><ol> <li style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"><span style="font-size:130%;">cry your heart out</span></li> <li>indulge in chocolates n ice cream till u get sick</li> <li>watch movies</li> <li>go out n have fun<br /></li> <li>don't ignore the lonely feeling, instead acknowledge it</li> <li style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"><span style="font-size:130%;">cry some more</span></li> <li>try laughing at jokes</li> <li>be with friends</li> <li>write it down</li> <li style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"><span style="font-size:130%;">resist the urge to call him</span></li> <li>pack all his stuff in a box</li> <li>make urself busy</li> <li>focus on yourself more</li> <li>dont blame everything on urself.<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Things happen for a reason</span></li> </ol> not sure if some of the things listed will work...worth a try...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113029057252313085?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1130209043366366532005-10-25T10:33:00.000+08:002005-10-25T11:01:50.026+08:00<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"><br />elle_lis (10/25/2005 8:09:52 AM): oit nana...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">elle_lis (10/25/2005 8:09:53 AM): hehehehe</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">elle_lis (10/25/2005 8:10:18 AM): yanie preggnant ...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">elle_lis (10/25/2005 8:10:21 AM): hehehe</span><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Aku bangun jer aku tgk kakak aku, <a href="http://aldrina.blogspot.com/">Yanie</a> tinggal msg kat <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">y!M</span> aku. Waaa...terkejut jap aku dapat berita nie. Tetibe jer sudden rush goes through my head. Kalo la betul kakak aku pregnant...next year, aku akan jadik makcik la kan...huh??<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">makcik</span>???? waaa...takmo...rase cam terlalu muda jer aku nak bergelar makcik. Even though aku rase ramai jer kengkawan aku yg sebaya aku dah jadik makcik lagi awal dari aku, but aku rase aku tak mentally ready lagi nak ader anak buah...pastuh aku pikir2 balik, best gak kot ader anak buah nie. My best fren, Tee pun dah ade 4 org anak buah. Tetibe rase tak sabar la plak nak ader anak buah. Mesti Yanie ngan <a href="http://speedfinger.blogspot.com/">abg Eddie</a> excited sgt2. Aku tau derang mmg nak sgt baby, even derang baru jer kawen bulan June arituh. Dah rezeki la tuh.<br /><br />The last time a baby comes in this family, aku rase the time my youngest brother was born la kot. I was in standard one at that time. Excited sgt tgk mama bawak balik iwan. kitorang asyik berebut nak peluk n cium jer die. So, aku rase mama ngan abah mesti tak sabar2 nak tunggu baby yanie. Selama nie asyik dok dukung kucing aku jer, this time dpt la derang dukung cucu derang for real...heheheh...atuk ngan nenek??? keskeskeskeskeskes...<br /><br />Aku dh start pikir dh nak soh baby yanie panggil aku aper...cik nana? cik el? cik nanael? huhuhuh..mak ngah? tak kot..tak best..tak rugged..aku nak jadi makcik dier yg rugged sbb die akan ader sorang jer makcik, yg lain pakcik-pakcik...hehehehehe...<br /><br />p/s: anak buah Tee panggil aku <span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">'kakak aunty'</span>. tak tau naper, tapi kekadang dier panggil aku '<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">nana</span>' jer, american style la katakan...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-113020904336636653?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1129587116657156622005-10-18T05:58:00.000+08:002005-10-18T06:13:18.403+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;">Last weekend was hell for me. Luckily, i survive. I've work things out. I'm fine now. No more '<span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">jiwa kacau</span>' stuffs. Happy again...i think...<br /><br />Last nite, i sat for my FSA 3000 final paper. It was hard as i thought it would be. Damn... i hate doing essays. To think about it, i never has been good at essays. I even got C3 for my BM paper in SPM. I sucks at it so bad that i thought if i took maths, i dont have to deal with it anymore. Lucky me, i have to take FSA 3000. Learning it was fun though, it was the exam that i hate. My carry marks just passed the passing grade. Hate to think i have to repeat this paper next semester.<br /><br />It has been two weeks of fasting. A few of my friends want to get together this weekend. I cant join them, i have to work...sucks...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112958711665715662?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1129190754209396202005-10-13T16:00:00.000+08:002005-10-23T08:24:17.686+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><br /></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><span style="font-style: italic;">Dahulu kau mencintaiku</span><br /> <span style="font-style: italic;">Dahulu kau menginginkanku</span><br /> <span style="font-style: italic;">Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku</span><br /> <span style="font-style: italic;">Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Sekarang kau pergi menjauh</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Disaat ku mulai mengharapkan mu</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Dan ku mohon maafkan aku</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Aku menyesal telah membuatmu menangis</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Dan biarkan memilih yang lain</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Pasti itu terbaik untukmu</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Aku bukanlah untukmu</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Meski ku memohon meminta hatimu</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Untuk diriku</span><br /> <span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-size:85%;" > <span style="font-style: italic;"> Rossa-aku bukan untukmu</span></span><br /></div> </div><br />He left...like i wanted him to...like i asked him to...<br />but, why am i not happy...like i thought i would be...<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112919075420939620?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1128953266728529872005-10-10T21:58:00.000+08:002005-10-11T04:45:39.796+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" ><br />Nah, ambil la benda ni.<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Apa ni?<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Ini adalah hati. <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Hati aku</span>.<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Hati kau? Hmm.. kenapa kau sudi kasi kat aku?<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Sebab kau dah jadik sebahagian dari aku. Kau lebih dari seorang kawan.<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Terima kasih.... ianya bererti. Aku terlalu menghargainya.<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Oh ye ke... tapi maaf.<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Untuk apa?<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Sebab, hati tu aku tak beri sepenuhnya. Cuma sebahagian saja...</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Maksud kau?<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Aku pernah beri hati aku kat orang lain juga</span>. Dan aku tak pernah beri kesemuanya. Aku takut aku tiada hati untuk diri aku sendiri. Mungkin aku takut, hati itu tidak akan dijaga dengan sebaik-baiknya. Ianya bukan seperti barangan lain seperti duit, permata dan sebagainya. Hati ini penuh mistik, ada keajaiban yang tersendiri.<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Mistik? Kelakar bunyinya...<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Mungkin kelakar. Tapi itu realitinya. Ia juga berubah mengikut rentak hidup engkau. Rentak perasaan orang yang aku beri. Jika dia betul-betul ikhlas, hati ini akan indah dan bersinar. Tapi, jika dia mempersia-siakannya, hati ini akan </span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >malap. Mungkin akan terus mati untuknya. Ianya bukan satu benda yang percuma. <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Hati ini diberi hanya kepada insan yang terpilih sahaja</span>. Insan yang istimewa. Dan kau adalah salah seorang daripada mereka, kerana naluri aku terlalu percayakan kau.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Aku insan terpilih?<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Ya, kau yang terpilih. Hati ini sering bertukar-tukar mengikut perasaan orang yang diberikan. Ianya terlalu sensitif. Tapi ianya cukup kebal dan kental pada musuh aku. "Musuh", mungkin terlalu kejam untuk aku memperkatakan perihal mereka ini. Ianya tak berubah-berubah seperti yang terjadi jika hati ini diberi pada orang yang istimewa. Hati aku hanya tinggal sebahagian sahaja. <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Ada orang yang tidak pernah memulangkannya, walaupun aku hanya pinjamkan sekejap. Ada yang pulangkan dengan penuh kelukaan. Ada yang sudi berikan sebahagiaan hatinya pula sebagai ganti</span>.<br /><br />Dan jika kau nak tahu, setiap hati manusia ada nilai yang tersendiri. Setiapnya terlalu mistik! </span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >Cuma satu saja yang kau tak mengerti. <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Sekali hati itu terluka, kadangkala sukar nak mengubatinya</span>. Ada kalanya, mengambil masa yang lama untuk itu. Dan bila tiba sesuatu yang tidak diingini, mungkin pemilik hati itu akan menyendiri buat seketika...</span><span style=";font-family:Arial;font-size:100%;" >sehingga hatinya pulih seperti sediakala. Hati yang diberi ini bukan untuk suka-suka. Ianya lahir atas satu kepercayaan. Dari situ, wujudlah kasih sayang. <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Jika hilang rasa percaya itu, maka sukarlah untuk hati itu kembali indah.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Tetibe terjiwang lak.. nie aku amek dr satu email member aku forward kat aku. bile aku bacer nie, aku rase ader gak betulnyer aper yg tertulis tuh. Once kiter heartbroken, susah nak baik balik. Even if it heals with time, tak mungkin ia jadi seperti yg sedia kala.</span></span><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112895326672852987?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1128868407970797142005-10-09T22:09:00.000+08:002005-10-11T04:42:44.006+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;">At last, ader gak blog aku kat <a href="http://www.blogspot.com/"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">blogspot</span></a> nie. Sebenarnyer lame dah teringin nak buat, tapi tak reti nak godek2. Nie kerna jasa baik adikku, <a href="http://www.silenteve.net/">MaMaT</a>, baru dapat diadekan page nie. Die yg telah mem'beger-beger' layout ini ikut taste aku sehingga menjadi sedemikian rupe. Walaupun die kater cam <span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">mapley</span>, tapi aku rase dah cute sgt la nie. Aku suke ape...ader flower2 <span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">pink</span> tuh<br /><br />Dah 5 hari berpuase, tapi tahun nie tak rase penat sangat. Maybe sebab cuaca yang tak berapa nak panas tuh sedikit sebanyak mengurangkan rase penat tuh kot. And maybe sebab baru minggu pertama puase. Malam nie abah bertolak g <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Paris</span>. Best giler. Rase cam nak ikut jer tapi memandangkan minggu exam dan saper plak la yg nak sponsor duit beli tiket ketebang aku, simpan jer la niat tuh. Sempat gak aku pesan kat abah soh beli perfume walaupun aku tau kebarangkalian abah nak belikan tuh kosong. Sajeje...manelatau, tetibe die terbaik hatie lak..kan best kan...<br /><br />p/s: <span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">Thanks se'million' to mamat</span>...terime kasih daun keladi, nanti2 designkan lagi...peace :D</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112886840797079714?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1128864617063735092005-10-04T23:29:00.000+08:002005-10-09T21:43:31.223+08:00<p style="text-align: justify;">Lamenyer aku tak update blog nie. Sangat sebuk kot. Dgn testnyer, ngan nak kena antar borang praktikalnyer, ngan assignment yg due nyer..sumer tuh membuatkan aku sgt2 sebuk mengalahkan <span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">PM</span>. Pening jap kepala aku nie. Nasib baik aku nie jenis yg boleh buat keje <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">under pressure</span>...kalo tak lame dah aku collapse.<br />Dlm mase sebulan nie memacam jadik. <span style="color: rgb(255, 51, 0);">Gado ngan one of my good frens</span>. Actually, nak kater gado pon tak gak, just kitorang dah tak speak to each other langsung dh. Tupun, aku rase puncernyer pon bender kecik jer. Pelikkan manusia nie, one day, kite bole serapat belangkas, the next day bole tak tegur saper langsung. At first rase pelik la gak sbb slalunyer g klas mesti duduk same n memcam bole borak2. nie bile dh jadi camnie, <span style="color: rgb(255, 51, 255);">duduk sebelah pon dah langsung tak tegur</span>. Maybe ader gak la kot salah aku same tapi, rasenyer macam tak bleh nak diselamatkan lagi jer friendship kitorang tuh. Ntahla, kerana aku sgt2 sebuk these days, aku tak amek port sgt. Nak kawan ngan aku, kawan. tak nak sudah...aku pon tak rugi kot rasenyer...<br /> <a href="http://nanael.blogs.friendster.com/.shared/image.html?/photos/uncategorized/exambi.jpg" onclick="return false;window.open(this.href, '_blank', 'width=800,height=600,scrollbars=no,resizable=no,toolbar=no,directories=no,location=no,menubar=no,status=no,left=0,top=0'); return false"><img alt="Exambi" title="Exambi" src="http://nanael.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/images/exambi.jpg" style="margin: 0px 5px 5px 0px; float: left;" border="0" height="75" width="100" /></a> p/s: besok start puase...bestnyer...aku ske bulan <span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 51);">Ramadhan</span>. Secara tak langsung aku akan jadi 'baik' sket dr bulan2 yg lain</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112886461706373509?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1128864554502864012005-08-07T22:26:00.000+08:002005-10-09T21:29:14.506+08:00<p style="text-align: justify;">Sabtu yg lalu, aku g <span style="color:#000099;">Mydin</span>, KL temankan kengkawan aku nak beli barang. Oleh kerana aku dah lame tak g <span style="color:#333399;">Mydin</span>, aku pon agak excited la gak nak g. Selepas abis jer test Chemistry pagi sabtu tu, kitorang trus kuar. Ingatkan nak g naik komuter jer memandangkan hari Sabtu mesti KL sesak and aku bukannyer reti sgt jalan2 kat KL nie.<br /></p> <p style="text-align: justify;"><br />Sesampainyer kami kat komuter station serdang, alangkah ter<span style="color:#cc0066;">kezut</span>nyer kami melihat umat2 manusia yg begitu ramainyer sedang beratur utk membeli tiket di kaunter. Tuh blum kire lagi umat2 yg tgh tunggu komuter. Oleh kerana itu, aku pon dgn gagahnyer ckp yg aku nak drive je la g KL. Kengkawan aku at first taknak sbb derang tak tahu jalan n derang tahu yg aku pon tak tahu jalan, tapi setelah aku meng'<i>convince</i>'kan derang yg aku bleh crk jalan, kami pon berangkat. Dlm tuh, sempat lagik <span style="color:#ff3399;">Mek</span> mintak balik duit parking <span style="color:#006633;">RM2</span> dr pakcik yg jage parking tuh (<i>tapi tak dapat..pakcik tuh ckp next time aku nak parking situh sebut jer name dier, nanti die bg parking free..yelatu...</i>). Oleh kerana satu2 nyer jalan ke KL yg aku tahuh ialah utk ke <span style="color:#cc0033;">low yatt</span> ( <i>itupon sbb dah due tige kali sesat ngan mamat, adik aku</i>), kitorang pon decide nak parking jer kat <span style="color:#990033;">low yatt</span> n g la masjed india naik lrt kat hang tuah. Sampai jer masjed india, kitorang trus g <span style="color:#000099;">Mydin</span> dulu. Dah sampai dpn pintu masuk<span style="color:#000099;"> Mydin</span> tuh br aku teringat naper aku dah lame tak g <span style="color:#333399;">Mydin</span>...sbb <span style="color:#000099;">Mydin</span> sentiasa sesak yg amat...aku rase aku tak dpt pon nak tgk2 brg sbb terlalu ramai org yg membeli belah kat situh. Dlm kesesakkan tuh, sempat gak aku terserempak ngan <span style="color:#ff3399;">Niza</span> tapi tak sempat pon nak berborak sbb tak der ruang utk kami berenti dan bercakap. Setiap inci <span style="color:#000099;">Mydin</span> tuh dipenuhi oleh umat2 manusia. Kerana tak tahan sesak, aku pon cepat2 kuar tanpa membeli apa2. Naper ntah org suker <span style="color:#000099;">Mydin</span> tuh sgt??? Maybe brg2 die agak murah kot...</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">Setelah abis kengkawan aku borong barag kat <span style="color:#000099;">Mydin</span>, kitorang pon pusing2 la jalan tar tuh..beli kain2 pasang ngan tudung2...abis gak la dalam 5 jam kat situ jer. Pastuh kami pon bergerak pulang ke <span style="color:#990033;">low yatt</span>. Sampai kat <span style="color:#990033;">Low Yatt</span>, <span style="color:#ff3399;">Awen </span>ckp die nak g beli printer. Lalu kami pon berjalan la lagi pusing dlm <span style="color:#990033;">low yatt</span> tuh. dlm kul 7.30 mlm br kami pulang dgn boot kereta aku yg penuh dan dompet2 kami yg kosong...hehehehe... :D</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">p/s: time nak bayar parking tuh, skali lagi aku terkejut tgk jumlah sampai <span style="color:#006633;">rm15</span>..tapi pikir balik logik la gak..sebab seharian parking kat saner...<span style="color:#ff3300;">best gak skali skala kaya nie</span>.....</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112886455450286401?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1128864382472360082005-08-01T01:24:00.000+08:002005-10-09T21:43:47.213+08:00<p style="text-align: justify;">Hari Sabtu lepas, <i>someone</i> ckp kat aku yang aku yer kelemahan adalah <i>my <span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 153);">absent-mindedness</span>. </i>Aku cam terkejut gak la die ckp camtuh sbb serase akulah, <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"><i>absent minded</i></span> nie sorang yg pelupa dan aku rase aku bukan seorang yang senang nak lupa. Tapi die btulkan balik ayat aku, die kata bukan <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 102);"><i>absent minded</i></span>, tapi <i><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 153);">absentmindedness</span></i>. aku pon terpikir2 la ape maksudnyer <span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 153);"><i>absent mindedness</i></span> tuh...maybe sifat2 org pelupa. Dengan rase tak puas atie, balik umah aku pon carik la maksud die dlm kamus. </p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <blockquote><p><i>absentmindedness n : preoccupation so great that the ordinary demands on attention are ignored</i></p></blockquote> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">aku carik kat internet pon lebeh kurang arr maksudnyer tuh. So kirenyer aku slalu <i>preoccupied</i> ker sampai tak sedar hal2 sekeliling?? aku pon tak sure. kalo nak ikutkan camtuh, aku rase most people bile tgh syok buat something pon sendiri <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 102);"><i>hilang</i></span> dlm dunia die sendiri. kalo itulah maksud <i>absentmindedness</i> tuh, aku mmg ngakula. Sometimes aku akan terkhusyuk buat keje sampai aku pon tak sedar org2 kat sekeliling aku. so, thanks la pada yang mengingatkan aku tuh...</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">Mlm sabtu tu, one of my kucing, ASH tetibe sakit. time tuh dah kul 12:00 mlm. aku cam terpanik sbb aku tak pernah tgk kucing2 aku sakit sampai takleh bangun. aku try nak angkat die, tapi die meow mcm sakit jer..aku assume die kene langgar beskal bebudak yg main2 kat dpn umah aku nie. oleh kerana ter<i>overwhelmed</i> dgn keadaan itu, aku tak dapat nak buat paper melainkan nangis. yer, aku nangis sbb aku takut ASh takleh survive sampai keesokkan paginyer. Dlm otak aku nie macam2 aku pikir. Ntah-ntah organ pecah ker, tulang retak ker...makin banyak aku pikir, makin laju lak airmata aku turun. Tak tido aku satu malam jage ASh takut2 die mati tetibe ke...sedih sgt time tuh. Aku takut kalo btulla organ2 dalaman die pecah, aku mmg tak mampu nak buat surgery and <span style="color: rgb(255, 51, 204);">most likely ASH will be be put to sleep</span>. Keesokan pagi tuh, aku g bangi carik vet, tapi sumer tutup. aku g Kajang lak, tapi tak jumper satu pon. Last2 jumper satu kat balakong. Berdebar2 aku masuk klinik tuh. Pas thorough examination, doctor tu pon ckp yg ASH cume demam panas~47 darjah C. Panas gak la tuh bagi seekor kucing. Tu yg die tak leh nak bangun tuh, sumer organ dier tak leh nak berfungsi sbb demam. Lega aku dgr yg ASH tuh demam jer. Pas kene inject ngan amek ubat, aku pon balik membawa berita gumbira utk family aku...Lega sgt...<br /> </p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;"><a href="http://nanael.blogs.friendster.com/.shared/image.html?/photos/uncategorized/image082.jpg" onclick="return false;window.open(this.href, '_blank', 'width=800,height=600,scrollbars=no,resizable=no,toolbar=no,directories=no,location=no,menubar=no,status=no,left=0,top=0'); return false"><img alt="Image082" title="Image082" src="http://nanael.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/images/image082.jpg" style="margin: 0px 5px 5px 0px; float: left;" border="0" height="75" width="100" /></a></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 51);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 0);"> P/s: PTPTN dah masuk...best...best.. :D </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 51);"> <a onclick="return false;window.open(this.href, '_blank', 'width=800,height=600,scrollbars=no,resizable=no,toolbar=no,directories=no,location=no,menubar=no,status=no,left=0,top=0'); return false" href="http://nanael.blogs.friendster.com/.shared/image.html?/photos/uncategorized/image068.jpg"><img src="http://nanael.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/images/image068.jpg" title="Image068" alt="Image068" style="margin: 0px 5px 5px 0px; float: left;" border="0" height="75" width="100" /></a></span></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112886438247236008?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1128864201105559602005-07-15T13:13:00.000+08:002005-10-09T21:45:55.736+08:00<p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:100%;">It's friday at last...i've been waiting for the weekend to come. It has been </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 51);font-size:100%;" >hell</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> for me this week. I've been running around UPM, from faculty to faculty to complete my registration due to the fact that i did'nt get to register some of the subjects i need to take this semester. So i've spend most of this week begging lecturers to let me in their class. So glad they did..so now everything is settled. I'm relieved. I'm going to see </span><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 204);font-size:100%;" >Fantastic Four</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> with my bro, </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 0);font-size:100%;" >Iwan</span><span style="font-size:100%;">. hope it's good...</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112886420110555960?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1128864115783978902005-07-07T04:19:00.000+08:002005-10-09T21:46:21.306+08:00<p style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); text-align: justify;"><i>Joss Stone- Got a right to be wrong</i></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><i>I've got a right to be wrong<br />My mistakes will make me strong<br />I'm stepping out into the great unknown<br />I'm feeling wings though I've never flown<br />I've got a mind of my own<br />I'm flesh and blood to the bone<br />I'm not made of stone<br />Got a right to be wrong<br />So just leave me alone<br /><br />I've got a right to be wrong<br />I've been held down too long<br />I've got to break free<br />So I can finally breathe<br />I've got a right to be wrong<br />Got to sing my own song<br />I might be singing out of key<br />But it sure feels good to me<br />Got a right to be wrong<br />So just leave me alone<br /><br />You're entitled to your opinion<br />But it's really my decision<br />I can't turn back I'm on a mission<br />If you care don't you dare blur my vision<br />Let me be all that I can be<br />Don't smother me with negativity<br />Whatever's out there waiting for me<br />I'm going to faced it willingly<br /><br />I've got a right to be wrong<br />My mistakes will make me strong<br />I'm stepping out into the great unknown<br />I'm feeling wings though I've never flown<br />I've got a mind of my own<br />Flesh and blood to the bone<br />See, I'm not made of stone<br />I've got a right to be wrong<br />So just leave me alone</i></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br />i'm tired of listening to people telling me what i should n shouldn't do. i'm tired of people telling me that i'm wrong for doing what i did. maybe i am wrong but so what... i'm entitled to make a few mistakes in my life because...guess what, </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">i'm not perfect</span><span style="font-size:85%;">. </span></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112886411578397890?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1128863994692398272005-07-03T23:11:00.000+08:002005-10-09T21:19:54.693+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1692/1703/1600/Image%28094%295.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1692/1703/200/Image%28094%293.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><p>just got back from kajang. went there to see TeE's new nephew. so little n so damn cute...<br /><br /> </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112886399469239827?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1128863323488976612005-06-30T23:38:00.000+08:002005-10-09T21:46:51.346+08:00<p style="text-align: justify;">dulu...</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">aku amek ko dr pasar...bawak balik umah...bagi makan minum pastuh mandikan ko bagi ko wangi so makbapak aku tak reject ko...</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">pastuh aku teman ko tido setiap mlm so ko tak rase alone...main2 ngan ko so ko tak rase buhsan...ajar ko lompat saner sinie..</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">aku belikan ko memacam...abiskan duit aku kat ko agar ko rase selesa dok kat umah aku...</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">tapi...</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">camnie ko balas balik budi aku...</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">camnie ker ko ucap terime kasih...</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">camnier ker....</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">sampai atie ko....</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">sampai atie ko <span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">TiGgeR</span> </p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;"><a onclick="return false;window.open(this.href, '_blank', 'width=640,height=480,scrollbars=no,resizable=no,toolbar=no,directories=no,location=no,menubar=no,status=no,left=0,top=0'); return false" href="http://nanael.blogs.friendster.com/.shared/image.html?/photos/uncategorized/tigger_64.jpg"><img title="Tigger_64" alt="Tigger_64" src="http://nanael.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/images/tigger_64.jpg" style="margin: 0px 5px 5px 0px; float: left; width: 105px; height: 81px;" border="0" height="81" width="105" /></a></p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">sampai atie...</p> <div style="text-align: justify;"> </div> <p style="text-align: justify;">p/s: TiGgeR nie kucing aku..skang die dah ganas semacam..sedih aku kene cakar kat mata arienie..siap kuar darah lagik....huhuhuhuhu...</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112886332348897661?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17627666.post-1128863216043792562005-06-29T16:05:00.000+08:002005-10-09T21:47:14.563+08:00<p style="text-align: justify;"> Alhamdulillah..at last..abis gak aku mengemas bilik sejak kakak aku pindah umah. Penat gak meng'renovate' dan mengubah barang2. Abis gak la dlm <span style="color: rgb(0, 255, 102);">rm200</span> duit simpanan aku. Tapi yg penting aku puas atie. Ye la... selama nie share bilik ngan kakak aku...nie die dah kawen n pindah umah, aku dapat arr bilik nie sorang. Baru dapat menggunakan idea2 <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 204);">kreatif</span> aku nak hias bilik. Kalah eric chia camnie. Dalam2 aku dok mengemas tuh, ader la terjumper ngan gambar2 n stuff2 dari aku high school dulu. Banyak la gak memories.<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 204);">Best</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"> </span>time ever la kot.<br />Aku tak sabar nak tunggu U bukak. Aku dah plan dah duit gaji aku yang tak seberapa tuh aku nak beli bag, kasut, baju memacam lagila utk aku g klas nanti. Tu yg aku look forward to every time nak masuk blaja balik. excited abis..ngalahkan budak nak masuk darjah satu jek. Yg membuatkan aku lagi excited nak masuk sem nie sbb my best friend,<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">TeE</span> </span>dapat sambung degree kat uitm shah alam. At least tader la die sangap sgt bile aku ngan balak die masuk blaja balik. Kirenyer kitorang dah plan ar nak g shopping sesama weekend nie. Die pon ala2 excited la gak. best woo!!!<br /> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/17627666-112886321604379256?l=nanael.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms. NaNa eLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10294073112572174765noreply@blogger.com